it had been quite a while since i've blogged... abt my life and stuff.. wads happening ard..
watching ariel grow is part of an everydae life thingy alr... bringing her out of her cage almost everydae.. peeking on her to see if she had fallen asleep.. even her small little actions seemed to cheer mi up..
confirmed my volunteer service at ayg as the ayg helpdesk in changi airport within the wee hrs..
attended the yog volunteers dae and got my pic stick up on the board..
will b receiving my yog purple colored shirt within 2 wks..
looking real ahead to this grand event...
mentioning abt r/s... been quite confused lately.. till one dae..
crush asked mi out cos i mentioned not talking for quite some time..
was undecisive whether to go a not... ended up going cos tigger encouraged mi...
dawned on the dress and went... and crush seemed so delighted...
felt so guilty then fer turning up.. it was as if it was a yes..
we talked and came to an agreement...
frenz is still a better solution..
made mi realise something more in the process...
- it seemed that he stand a greater proportion..
- even thou i had a tendency to carry on, but i was strong and resisted.. not to hurt crush..
- i was afraid
- unable to take risk..
assignments are getting to get heavier loads now... but since im onli left with one job, the tendency of coping it will b so much higher..
speaking of gv... i am starting to hate tis mgmt..
screwed up my roster again...
haz... shant speak of it here...
i might blow up tml and that leaves mi jobless again...
how i wished i had a fixed income and i could stop worrying abt stuff..
i shld jolly well get a high paid job instead of having to suffer under tis poor mgmt with such a low pay.. =(
life is miserable fer mi now..
im better off alone..
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