for those who havent had known.... i had found a 2 mth contract based job...
yar... and i had decided to quit gv after not going to work on sat...
wells.. that was cos i went to volunteer at the ayg helpdesk on fri tawn...
lol... speaking of the stupid volunteer juz made mi mad...
suffering from fever still went to volunteer...
and the stupid ayg management didnt even have any precautionary measures towards this epidemic..
if u wan more details, contact mi...
anywaez... sundae was quite a dae.. met up with my long lost sec sch fren.. chris.. hmm... with the rest of us lahh.. .we went to ps to have lunching b4 going to marina to sing k... seriously, this is the first time im singing k with my sec sch frens... the setting was kinda weird... cos we sang different genre of songs... but generally it is still alright lah...
with all the big fuss over the stupid flu.... there was mi stuck at home not going to work...
anywaez... i will end my term on saturdae morning which i am quite pleased to announce...
coincidentially.. kai msged mi whether wanna go out on sat... lol.. lyk so qiao that was my freedom dae.. haha...
jokes aside... sometimes i still have doubts on myself... wondering wad exactly i wanted.... was it cos i was too afraid to step into a rs or??
the officers are making mi mad... came with some damn surveilance camera... lucky dun need to install in my hse... if not i will literally go bang the walls xia... it is with such irony that me, who dun follow this particular news that closely actually got affected by it... and all thanks to that person, my fam members ended up working from home...
felt quite sad fer them and fer mi too... cos my daily routine is damn affected...
cant go out as i wish... cant go out fer supper.... cant go anywhere within these daes...
even thou this is a bad experience from volunteering, i still wont shun away from this sector of service... afterall... i enjoyed the experience.. ( ps: exclude the "curfew" part) looking forward to yog!! i will juz b more careful next time.. hopefully...
and he didnt even seemed to bother that much.... told mi that he rather be in my plight... not being able to go out and stuff... it will take mi some time... some time to get used to not msging him firrst hand info abt mi... some time to stop msging him in weird hrs.... some time to stop thinking abt him..
moving on... its lyk kinda time fer mi to start planning my bdae celebrations... havent reali sit down and think abt it yet... with frenz coming up with the different themes fer their bdae, i wonder if i shld do a simple one instead... afterall... everythin is not fixed yet...
my mid term test got postponed as a result... and my projects and assignments are due soon.... i think i juz need someone to b there to share the load with mi... at least to acc mi as i walk thru this phase.. and yet... i was being selfish and choosy.. and i hate myself fer being that...
i came across cheryl blog on platonic frenz.... i wondered too.. if it was all possible.. that the closer you get, will it ultimately means that you will fall fer someone? it is an interesting topic to ponder abt...
and i guess im still quite happy with the way things are now.. even thou theres still a sense of alone- ness sometimes.. but i suppose all will b fine... still as independent and suriviving... with all the work load and studies.. manzz!! it is juz goanna keep mi busy =/
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